As I lay beside her totally satisfied my mind starts to wander. What brought us together? How have we come this far? Why am I so lucky?
We both know that our relationship while solid is always on tenuous ground. There are previous legal “entanglements” that cannot be broken because of the effects on several innocents. Is having to constantly look over our shoulders part of the attraction? Is danger of being caught a turn on? I don’t think so. When we are together, there are no distractions. We get totally lost in each other whether we are having hot animal sex or just sitting in a corner of a restaurant. Anyway, we both have things to lose and yet are willing to take the chance when schedules and geography allow us to be together. It may well be a good thing that we both travel for a living. Travel keeps us apart which keeps us safe. It also makes the short times we have together that much more special.
I lay here and stare at this wonderful woman who for some reason has allowed me into her life. She says I think too much. Maybe I do.
All I know is that I am right now the luckiest man on the face of the Earth.
We both know that our relationship while solid is always on tenuous ground. There are previous legal “entanglements” that cannot be broken because of the effects on several innocents. Is having to constantly look over our shoulders part of the attraction? Is danger of being caught a turn on? I don’t think so. When we are together, there are no distractions. We get totally lost in each other whether we are having hot animal sex or just sitting in a corner of a restaurant. Anyway, we both have things to lose and yet are willing to take the chance when schedules and geography allow us to be together. It may well be a good thing that we both travel for a living. Travel keeps us apart which keeps us safe. It also makes the short times we have together that much more special.
I lay here and stare at this wonderful woman who for some reason has allowed me into her life. She says I think too much. Maybe I do.
All I know is that I am right now the luckiest man on the face of the Earth.
posted by Luvsicpup at 7:46 AM
3 Comments:
I wonder how long your hot affair has been going... Enjoy.
I really enjoy your writing and the detail in your stories, I just wish there weren't spouses who were being betrayed in the mix. You may think what they don't know won't hurt them...but eventually the truth will come out. Finding out your husband or wife has been having an affair is a crushing blow that many people never ully recover from especially if it's not just a one night stand but a relationship where feelings are involved such as what you and your lover have. It would be kinder to end your sham marriage now before she finds out about your other woman then if she found out you have been cheating on her every chance you can get with this other woman.
Innocents- children. I guess I'm back where I started before my vacation.
Andrea is right. Is your marriage worth saving. Despite the children...
But your post still brings up so many questions in my own mind.
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