Tuesday, January 30, 2007

I Am A Coward

I could not face being without her so I arranged to turn my business over to a trusted employee while I took a long trip to Europe. I thought that the geographical space would add to time in helping me get over our estrangement. We communicated during my absence. Friendly, daily correspondence joking back and forth. We did not speak of anything concrete or of our relationship. Finally, I did have to come back to deal with my company. Once I was home we continued our daily conversations. I had just about come to grips with our changes and had almost convinced myself that I was “over it”. It wasn’t an easy thing to grasp. We had a passionate physically unbridled relationship for several years. It was hard for me to understand why it had to change. Then it happened.
As in the past our business travels brought us to the same place at the same time. This was a new place so I thought I would be OK since there were no “memories” there. We had seen each other in private and public at our respective home offices so I thought “OK, this is going to be just like going to lunch back home.” We sat with each other during the meetings, working lunches, had drinks, and went to dinner with the group. Our banter was unrestrained and I felt really at ease with the pure friendship we demonstrated. I even watched her flirt with her usual abandon with only a twinge of envy for the flirtee. After the evening’s activities the group broke up and went to our respective rooms. I had been in my room for about 30 minutes and was on my way to bed when the house phone rang. Her voice said to come to room 1022. I knew this was not her room.
The door was ajar when I arrived. Her voice asked me to come in. The room was totally dark. When I closed the door, someone came up behind me and placed a blindfold over my eyes. I was then led further into the room. Hands were caressing me as they were undoing my clothes. Warm breaths were cascading on my neck. Finally standing totally naked I was turned around. Someone took my hands and slowly started moving them over soft silky skin. I was not allowed to press forward. I was allowed only to lightly stroke what I knew only so well was her exquisite body. As I was guided through this exploration I knew when I was reaching her as she occasionally gasped when I touched just the right spot. She did not allow me to caress her breasts or her thighs. I only explored her torso, and lightly touched her face. Finally she led me to the bed and pulled me to her.
Slowly she guided my cock into her warm moist pussy. She wrapped her legs around my back and pulled me as deep into her as she could. We fell into a familiar rhythm of pleasure as we pushed and pulled against each other. Suddenly she pushed me off and got on her hands and knees. Since I was still blindfolded she had to guide me back into her dripping depths. Fucking her from behind became a more frantic and forceful experience. I thrust deep into her as she pushed back with all of her might. Her chest was flat on the bed and her ass was high in the air. I grabbed her hips and pulled back as I pushed my cock forward. Soon her deep moaning turned into passionate screams begging me “faster, faster, harder, harder”. I exploded and emptied what seemed to be a month’s build up of cum into her steaming pussy. She bucked back on me and begged for more. I collapsed on her and we rolled over on our sides. We held each other closely until she finally removed my blindfold and let me see the tears in her eyes.
We drifted off to sleep.